2004-06-17 [deleted, gone]: this is an exelent page!

2004-06-17 [Beetlejuice]: aww emma... finally a useful wiki... hehe

2004-06-18 [~*~bricklor~*~]: great page...very helpful

2004-06-18 [Rain Kissed Angel]: i hate life *cuts self* why wont he set me free?

2004-06-18 [EmJ Taylor]: Who wont set you free? Send a message to [Here's where the story ends] xxx

2004-06-18 [TheWrongGirl]: I need out of this world.. nothing goes right.. icant make things seem right..

2004-06-18 [Rain Kissed Angel]: i know how you feel.......but after life, what is there? will it be any better that now?

2004-06-18 [Here's where the story ends]: Death isn't the way out, girls. No one knows what death is like. Some people associate death as a nice image of getting rid of ones pain and suffering, others identify death to be dark, black and neverending. The point is, there is always something that can be done to aid someone in their personal struggles. There is no need to give up. This is just your journey on your path to greatness. ~Ask Emma~

2004-06-18 [Rain Kissed Angel]: *feels like is in a debate* *sighs*

2004-06-18 [TheWrongGirl]: Dee.. dont owrry.. I"m sure we can work through this.. somehow or another..

2004-06-18 [Rain Kissed Angel]: *crys* i just try so hard.....i...i try to get help, i try to let it show.....but the depression and all the things i've been hiding are building up....

2004-06-18 [TheWrongGirl]: I"m with you 100% and if you want to we can work at this together,,

2004-06-18 [Rain Kissed Angel]: im getting help from like 4 dif ppl fight now....and my dad got up, so i dont really want to type about it right now....besides i have tog o soon.

2004-06-18 [TheWrongGirl]: thats fine.. jsut remember I am here too... and i could always use someone to talk to about problems.

2004-06-18 [Rain Kissed Angel]: ok, thankx....i'll try to keep it together while i'm gone.

2004-06-18 [TheWrongGirl]: thats good..

2004-06-18 [Rain Kissed Angel]: does anyone know of anyother pages like this one...that is here to help ppl like us?? i want to add them to my new wiki page Why Me? as another connection...if you do know please send it to me or add it to the wiki page youe self. please and thatk you     -[Rain Kissed Angel]

2004-06-18 [Rain Kissed Angel]: also, anyone may join

2004-06-18 [EmJ Taylor]: I am glad the two of you have met. And, dee, depression does build up over time until you cannot deal with it anymore. I understand the situation both of you are in. I just try to be as helpful as I can be.

2004-06-18 [TheWrongGirl]: thanx.. but right now i jsut need ot be by myself..

2004-06-19 [Alberic]: not to be cynical, but this page seems rather silly to me... "do you feel bad? don't " "thanks, no suicide for me now'

2004-06-19 [Rain Kissed Angel]: .....well it might seem "silly" but it is really helpful. if you are sad and thinking bad things suck as cutting yourself, you can come here and talk to someone about it. like me earlier......i needed some major help i was depressed and felt like commiting suicide, but i knew i could get around it. this page is not "silly", it is helpful.

2004-06-19 [EmJ Taylor]: Albaengrin, this is not a page to say "Don't worry about your feelings, they will pass.." This is the opposite. As I am the creator, I should know. This page is simply to be open for people who have difficulties in their life and to meet others so they don't feel alone about it. I would call that being "friendly", not "cynical". In future, stop being so negative. I try to help others. I have been through a lot in my life, from seeing things and hearing voices, to cutting my arm 169 times. Yes, I have counted. So, this page is anything BUT a page saying, "Don't feel suicidal anymore" ! You have got the wrong idea. This is a page solely for people in distress to join with others for support.

2004-06-19 [EmJ Taylor]: Thank you, Dee. This is [Here's where the story ends] by the way. =). I am glad you are feeling a bit better. I will get back to your response tomorrow on my [Here's where the story ends] account. You too, TheWrongGirl. Look after yourselves tonight. ~Ask Emma~

2004-06-19 [Rain Kissed Angel]: so pretty much if you dont support this page or want to say something to help a preson on here, just dont commit on here. personally i think you need to get out of your pretend world and come join the real one.

2004-06-19 [fire sign]: I think this is a great idea....

2004-06-19 [Rain Kissed Angel]: me too, by the way, anyone is free to join my wiki Why Me? i just made it today.

2004-06-19 [Here's where the story ends]: Hello, "Bloodysuicide". I am the creator of this wiki. I shall be logging off shortly but feel free to message me. I try to help a lot of people as possible and I am sure that Dee and TheWrongGirl could agree with me that I am good with helping others. Well, what else can I say? Welcome, bloodysuicide. Goodnight, all. ~Ask Emma~

2004-06-19 [Rain Kissed Angel]: good night, sweet dreams

2004-06-19 [TheWrongGirl]: Goodnight

2004-06-19 [ghostII]: hi ppl, ..i joined *gives huggs to all*

2004-06-19 [Rondel]: Some very good messages on this Wiki page! The comments show that it is reaching some of the people who need it, which is good. As for [Alberic]'s comment, all I can conclude is that s/he has never been at a point in his/her life where simply having the acceptance and support of someone, to whom one can reach out, can be the crucial factor that allows one to continue coping with a life that has become overwhelming, or even seemingly unbearable. I'm glad for his/her sake that his/her life has not been like that, but for those for whom that is NOT the case, I'm glad that support groups (such as this) exist. :)

2004-06-19 [ghostII]: ^^ oh.....its all me.......dont have to say it...........i know i am special...............

2004-06-19 [Here's where the story ends]: Welcome, "ghostII". Hope you enjoy your stay.

2004-06-19 [Our Lady of Sorrow]: Hi! im here now

2004-06-19 [ghostII]: same.........

2004-06-19 [TheWrongGirl]: Hello

2004-06-19 [ghostII]: hi,^^

2004-06-19 [TheWrongGirl]: how are you?

2004-06-19 [ghostII]: im fin, thanks^^

2004-06-19 [TheWrongGirl]: thats good

2004-06-19 [ghostII]: ^^ what have you bean doing ?

2004-06-19 [TheWrongGirl]: well i had people come mow my yard then i hung with my mom

2004-06-19 [ghostII]: ?mow?

2004-06-19 [TheWrongGirl]: mow grass...cut it down

2004-06-19 [ghostII]: oh, ..................ok..............

2004-06-19 [Rain Kissed Angel]: hello everyone!! *hugz alll*

2004-06-19 [ghostII]: hi, sorry, gotta go......>,< bye............

2004-06-19 [Rain Kissed Angel]: heheheheh, ok, bye bye!!

2004-06-19 [TheWrongGirl]: okayies bye...and hi to anyone in here

2004-06-19 [EmJ Taylor]: Hello, girls. How are you all feeling at the moment? Just to say, if I have helped any of you, I am glad. Remember, keep up the faith in yourself!

2004-06-19 [Here's where the story ends]: That message was from me. I am the same person as ChamberRogue.

2004-06-19 [TheWrongGirl]: I"m feeling.. depressed but only b/c i spent the day rewriting my poems..but other than that I"m perfectly fine at the moment..

2004-06-20 [EmJ Taylor]: You write poetry? Awesome! I would love to see some of them. :).

2004-06-20 [TheWrongGirl]: Expressions is my wiki page.. and [~*~Tethryn~*~] is my name on there they are under

2004-06-20 [Rain Kissed Angel]: oh, i write too ^^ some of mi poems are on my house ^^ i'll read yours ^^

2004-06-20 [TheWrongGirl]: kewl thanx

2004-06-20 [Rain Kissed Angel]: welcome!! ^^ i think yours are really good!! well the ones i read anyways ^^ oh, i have to go soon

2004-06-20 [TheWrongGirl]: thanx alot.. yours are too.. okayies

2004-06-20 [Rain Kissed Angel]: night!!

2004-06-20 [ghostII]: hi,^^

2004-06-20 [Kitten Leath Feral]: I just wanted to let you know emma, what you are doing here is great. Thankyou for influencing my little sister [Rain Kissed Angel] to make a wiki of her own. You are a blessing from nature.

2004-06-20 [ghostII]: what did she do?

2004-06-20 [Rain Kissed Angel]: heheheheheh >< she helped me. and i guess you can say she gave me the idea of my wiki page ^^

2004-06-20 [Rain Kissed Angel]: oh, talking about mi new wiki, emma, did you want to join? i'll add you if you do ^^

2004-06-20 [ghostII]: what is it?

2004-06-20 [Enzo]: wooh, dude! *acts like the turtle of finding nemo*

2004-06-21 [Here's where the story ends]: : I just wanted to let you know emma, what you are doing here is great. Thankyou for influencing my little sister . Aww, that is so sweet. I am glad I am managing to help others. This is what I try to do on this wiki. I feel bad that I am not physically there to help you in times of stress. But, remember, I am always here for you on here. Blessings to all.

2004-06-21 [ghostII]: thank you...........^^

2004-06-21 [AidanEnchanted]: Emma, you're teh cool. :D

2004-06-21 [Rain Kissed Angel]: ^^ yeah she is!!

2004-06-21 [Here's where the story ends]: Evening, girls and boys. Hope you are doing well. I am glad I am helping most of you. Blessings.

2004-06-22 [ghostII]: ^^

2004-06-23 [Our Lady of Sorrow]: ^.^

2004-06-25 [Nyaah*]: nature is no good healer. one day you will forget about ur bad wounds, but when u remember them, it will be the same pain.

2004-06-25 [ghostII]: ............ok.

2004-06-26 [Cati Stormweaver]: Nyaah is kinda right, you forget all those terriable memories, but suddenly they come back, thats the reason im so depressed.....

2004-06-26 [ghostII]: sometimes that happnes to me.

2004-06-26 [EmJ Taylor]: God, I am sorry I have not been around, girls and boys. ET crashed. I hope it will all be running properly soon.

2004-06-26 [Rondel]: Having lived with bad memories of my own for a LONG time, I can agree with those comments in part -- but only in part. You see, if you work on healing the emotional vulnerability that made the incident so painful in the first place, it won't hurt as much when the memory happens to resurface, later in life. It does take a long time, though -- I'm talking about incidents which (while severe) were on average about 20 years ago, and they still leave me traumatized to this day. Some things just *are* that bad. But, as the rest of life gets better, the pain they cause becomes a smaller part of who we are. At least, that's been my experience.

2004-06-26 [ghostII]: aww *patts head*^^ its alright....

2004-06-27 [Here's where the story ends]: Jesus. I am so sorry, guys. Elftown has been down for a long time, I need to catch up on how you are all doing. Hopefully you are all OK. Blessings.

2004-06-28 [TheWrongGirl]: Going good....here I"m leaving for a week. Dont miss me too much please.

2004-06-28 [Rain Kissed Angel]: hiya!!

2004-06-28 [ghostII]: hi, -_-, *sigh * im leaving for a week too./_\.....*sigh*

2004-06-28 [Rondel]: Thanks (and I mean that, no sarcasm intended) for the head pats -- but you're right, it *is* okay now, or at least, *I* am okay now, and that's what matters. Still, I drag up how it used to be, from time to time, to make it clear that I'm not just mouthing platitudes or speaking from a total lack of experience when I say that these things hurt, but pretty much no matter how bad they are, one can get over them, and while the events themselves may never be truly okay, the injuries they cause can -- and do -- heal. But, they only do that if we hang on -- with teeth and toenails if need be -- and keep going. My niece didn't. Ergo, she never healed, it's hard to do that when you're dead.

2004-07-02 [EmJ Taylor]: Thank you for all your contributions to my wiki, [Rondel]. Hope you are all well tonight. I am writing on this account this time. Hope you are well, Dee, Ghost, TheWrongGirl, Rondel and others.

2004-07-02 [EmJ Taylor]: Hahaha. Enzo, you act like a turtle?

2004-07-02 [blinx4436]: hello all. i am new. this is a nice wiki....can i join?